Thursday, March 20, 2008

I just want to sleep

I salute those people always full of ideas when comes to blog, they can blog a lot within a day, sometimes i do blog in my brain, but my memory would just vanish when i really settle myself in front of the pc. I am seriously thinking to quit doing "bayar p" after few people commented that i look more older than CNY time. With a over demanding baby, i have no choice but have to force myself wake up hourly every night.

I look so tired every day, and look extremely pale. Sometimes i turned even more crazily when the baby crying heavily but the man sleeping comfortably there, though i do not have to work, don't you agree that it's much more harder to be a SAHM than a working father? He sometimes said very sarcastically that he doesn't mind to stay at home if i can earn as much as him, i know i can't, but it doesn't mean that he can just keep himself away or pretend to be deaf whenever the baby's crying even though he is a sole breadwinner for us. I was trying to tell myself "yan" since i know my life is better than a lot of other people, but you know, i just hope i can have uninterruptedly sleep, just 3 hours per night is enough for me, i do not sound greedy, just 3 hours, is it possible???

3 comments:

alicia said...

dun worry... ur eli will definately sleep through very soon.. my girl is oso very difficult when she was young but she is better now... both me n hubby used to fall sick very often bcoz of lack of sleep.... but im sure u can handle better than us...

cheers

Health Freak Mommy said...

You only hv 3 hrs of sleep a night? Is Eli that hard to handle and cry all the time? I just hope my new baby won't cry all the time and drive me nuts.

JO-N said...

When Eli grows up a little more, he will sleep through the night. On certain days, I feel so tired and sleepy and I just stop and go to bed. It's not worth to trade our health for money, at least I think like that. Health and sleep are more important.