For all my friends:
Thanks for all the concerns and comments that leave in my "BLUE" post, i am blessed to have you all though i never met you all. My eyes just full of tears when i was reading the comments and my MSN were so busying to pop up those chat windows. You're my friends, i am really appreciated every word and sentence that leave in my comment box, and it's so touching to have a group of cyber friends like you all. You're so far away from me, but you know well of me, even the person who is always nearby me also doesn't know me well. Anyway, i will start to think positively for my baby sake.
This was happened on Tuesday night...
While i was applying stretch mark cream on my bump,
HS - see, baby is squirming there, you try to feel it.
*no response from him*
HS - come and sayang baby la..you seldom sayang him.
H - sayang what, he can't feel me la..
HS - you put your palm on my bump la, why said he can't feel you?
H - don't want la, if i put my hand on your bump just mean my hand is on your bump, so is not sayang baby la
HS - then can you just put your hand and feel him a while?
H - no la, your tummy so greasy (he started to dream over there after he said this)
OK, i just pulled my quilt and covered myself and pretended to sleep..but i tell you, i had teary eyes again though i keep telling myself try to treat him transparent..what a man again? I don't know..maybe he just feels my tummy look very ugly as it is full of stretch marks or what..i don't know..just suddenly felt that he is so thoughtless and not the man who i supposed to love.